Humans Of NSMC
#2#Personaldiary
This is what happened to most people in MBBS. #JOURNEY_to_MBBS
There was no doctor in my family , and it was wish of my grandfather as well as my parents that there should be a doctor in the family, so I decided to become the doctor not only to fulfill the wishes of my family but it was also my passion. I started studying for the fsc and entry test and I ended up getting 865 marks in fsc.My teachers asked me to not dissuade from the fate but to continue the struggle to get into the MBBS.At that time the entrance test formula was 70/30 percent.so I started burning the midnight oil and I got 918 marks in entry test but again I could not get admission. I asked myself to not lose hope but I started seeking ways to intercede for my admission and at one stage it was appearing that now I would certainly get admission but again all efforts remained fruitless. Now in recluse I started questioning myself and as well as ALLAH and started weeping like a child and started complaining ALLAH about my plight.
After an instance an idea clicked my mind that Allah is a very benevolent figure and loves his creation like a dotting mother so how could he do anything harmful to me so may be the reason I m not getting admission is that do not have the ability to become a good doctor.so I found my solace in this reason but I did not stop there but continue my efforts and then I got 925 marks this time in fsc and added to my happiness , uhs changed their criteria to 40/50/10 but the happiness was not eternal and I scored 713 in Mcat and I drenched myself in the feeling of melancholy . As I had applied in various other universities in the same year and i got admission in many of them pu and ucp included. With feeling of despair , I joined dpharmacy in pu. I got to spend a very quality time with my friends in pu.Many of my friends decided to give MCAT again and with some hope I applied again for 4th time. Although I have already found my solace in dpharm but I did not want to live my life with this regret that I could apply but I did not.I started prep with ALLAH’s name and this time I managed to get 960 marks. When I saw my result I started weeping with tears of ecstasy and I was at cloud nine.My parents were so happy that I could not explain the feeling.and the sole hope that I had through all this process was nothing but ALLAH.
The school I went to i.e Central model school Lahore still have my quotation carved on board , reading
“BE A HERO IN THE STRIFE’’
I m not very intelligent but hardworking and the respect I gain over the years is due to ALLAH. I cannot thank enough for all the bounties Allah has endorsed on me and provided me with.In the end what lil I have learnt from my life that whatever happened and whatever is happening , there is no better alternative.SO DO not dissuade from the fate just believe in Allah and continue to put ur efforts for ur future endeavours . We make plans and so does ALLAH and indeed ALLAh is the best planner ever and He is best craftsman. This restored my faith in ALLAh . People ask me that how did I get admission in MBBS . My answer ‘’via faith in ALLAH and in myself ‘’
#usman_noor
#finalyear
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